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| 12:22am 12/12/2003 |
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ni shi wo de ai he wo yong yuan ai ni. ni you wo. |
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| 12:11am 11/12/2003 |
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cyborganic is back after a long hiatus. something like three or four years...sean and i wrote a really quirky heavy song called "racket" and we're in the process or reworking our really (bad) old songs -- cuz we were so bad back then, we were really good. so it's exciting. if we find a drummer it would be cool to be a band, but for now we're basically a "project"...aw but so exciting! cyborganic hahah
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| 10:48pm 09/12/2003 |
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today was a good day, things were calm whether by intentional ignorance or (hopefully) resolution. i don't really know anymore. i still feel lied to and i hate it
cantori was alright, a big contrast from today's lyrics rehearsal (this is a good thing). before that i ate chicken cheddar soup at hillary's and that made my day. i'm really tired...i hope this stuff all works out soon but if not then fuck it till it does |
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| 10:38pm 08/12/2003 |
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| 07:55pm 08/12/2003 |
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mood:  scared
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none of you are going anywhere
i swear to god |
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| 11:07pm 06/12/2003 |
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watched t2 with griffin, he still doesn't want to sleep...ew i dont have the score ready for tomorrow, though i guess no one's gonna want to play it anymore anyway
when will the snow fall like i've seen?
what do you mean? it's been coming down for hours
oh my god my face is numb just north of here we'll rest awhile
peurto ricans run and smile who's out raking? crutches keep the pace
alright my hands and feet can't be felt
broken fingers and tender lungs
so basically they were mad anyway...that's putting it very simply though |
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| 12:45pm 06/12/2003 |
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i was talking about my parents
the "intrusiveness" i referred to was the mallrats being jerkoffs outside...it was a bad joke i guess
never, EVER think i'd turn on you like that |
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| 08:01pm 04/12/2003 |
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so i come upstairs after griffin's thing and my computer is all flaking out because all these programs had been running that i hadn't been running when i had left it, with obviously only one person in this house while i was gone. 5 messages from hillary and one from ross though i've no idear what either had to say because windows decided to slowly black out the screen...so basically i'm annoyed because since i've gotten back from england i've essentially been pelted successively by breach of privacy after another, including privacy of property. my sister nearly burned my room down by absent-mindedly leaving the heat on all week and incidently leaving pillows and sheets on the heater (nicely singed now of course). et cetera. respect is an issue for me, and though i expect my dignity, privacy, and property to be respected, i'm exceedingly lenient. rarely will you hear from me if i feel disrespected, but if i do say something, i hope i make it clear enough that i'm upset or thoroughly pissed off. i've had to deal with an unusually high amount of shit lately, so at the possible risk of backlash, i just have to unleash a decent "fuck you" to those lucky bunch of you who deserve it. and my sister by the way does not, she's oblivious to a lot of things god bless her but i'm not angry at her.
in other news today was rather okay just because i managed to keep a straight somewhat unbothered face in spite of a comparatively okay amount of shit that happened to be thrown my way. the fuck you's still stand, though. i know, i'm a lovely guy. take care all, happy december the fourth. |
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| 11:08pm 03/12/2003 |
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so i was just reading through my lj comments because i no longer get them in my email (i'll have to check my settings but until then it's a stupid computer issue as far as i'm concerned) but anyway they're all hillary and it's nice because as i read the last one, i got the same feeling i used to when she'd leave me a comment (and believe me, this used to be a rare occurence) back in the day...it was like, "oh, hillary, she just left me a comment, surprising...that's really nice of her, aw."
don't call me a dork just because i am one |
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| 05:23pm 03/12/2003 |
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it's freezing in new england...why exactly did i come back?
england was really amazing, though hillary and my dad got in a lot of fights unfortunately. she met my cousins and paul's alter ego, the flash, and that was pretty silly. it was a really nice trip.
oh and hill i ate the last three fruities...i'm sorry
we'll get some more next time |
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| 10:50pm 25/11/2003 |
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i'm taking my hillary to london tomorrow
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| 10:34pm 23/11/2003 |
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mood:  peaceful
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a love intrinsic to our life and that which gives sustains and removes it
this is the everlasting
i was sick last night and sick today and sick on thurs and fri, but last night and today were especially nice because hillary came over and we slept and watching national lampoon's christmas vacation and home movies. she met freshie (and she got to see brandy in action) and griffin's old cheeks. and she laughed and smiled a lot...no wonder i'm starting to feel better |
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| 10:12pm 19/11/2003 |
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mood: happy and anticipating
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hypomania is apparently just a state of bipolar disorder rather than an isolated condition or aspect of personality, though i'm still not totally clear on the whole thing. it may just be that it's commonly associated with but not an exclusive state of bipolar. eh ok so
wrote quartet tonight
got sad
got happy
got milk? |
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| 09:49pm 18/11/2003 |
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i miss you brandy |
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| 09:10pm 17/11/2003 |
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i played a lot of guitar today, with progressiveness in mind. hopefully i'll be able to get lessons with smooth (haha) again. i ought to be doing english now, but no, i'm not doing what i ought to be doing. but i may have gotten into the thing, the conference thing. well we'll see how that goes. hey, my dad just got me a kung fu magazine.
heh that was pretty funny. oh and air conditioner is gone. hill was hot today (i touched her forehead and i said ow because of the heat that burned) and that was pretty nice because it was a relatively cold day, oh i have gym tomorrow. gross. i miss my celery alien. |
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| 12:29am 17/11/2003 |
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finished the damn dbq and it's a 6-page monster. if fischer doesn't at least like it for the verbosity i'm going to go a-wall
whatever a-wall means
i don't even want to know what was going on downstairs
fuck this game
i'm going to kiss you in the morning hillary |
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| 07:10pm 16/11/2003 |
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ok, this is annoying me. i want my old lj layout back. what happened to disjointed? this is really worrisome. hmph.
my girl did well today and i'm proud of her and nuffer is staring at me and just made a sound...and i miss the one i love a lot, despite the passage of barely a day since i last saw her and the fact that i see her tomorrow
meow do i look like i'm joking? (something like that please correct me if i'm wrong julia) |
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| 09:26pm 13/11/2003 |
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rozvitila ses mi nade vsechny svice, az by se mi chtelo k tobe pomodlit se. |
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